Half way !

I was so determine to have a good day today, try not to stress, try not to get all worked up about my daughters birthday tomorrow and the fact I will not be there for the first time in her life on her birthday!
Stress building up building up! So remedy, shopping, I got my daughter some lovely gifts also some good ones to upset her father, things that make loud noises, my daughter loves to sing and dance so I bought her a little flashing dance floor and it comes with a microphone and music to sing with the added bonus ; you can stick it into the stereo and sing and dance along to your own music so I just could not resist making her a CD with all her lovely loud music she likes!
Oh her father will love me forever right ?
Thought of a drum set but then she might like it to much and WHEN she is living back with me she might want one here lol.
So I started to de-stress feel happy, sun is shining lovely live music through the whole center of town it was great, expecting my best friend later in the day to go motorbike shopping, but then all hell broke out and all the plans crashed to the ground.
Man am I pissed off I will not go into details but lets just say I am highly pissed off, pissed off enough to spend 30 euro on new beads, pissed off enough to buy a bottle or 2 of wine, pissed off enough to STUDY!!! Now that is bad!
So here I am middle of the afternoon trying to not be so pissed off, drinking a lemon beer (sounds bad but it is really nice and refreshing) making jewelry and trying not to think about a 2nd night alone at home (oh did you know I am dead scared of the dark?) Great all I need now is a thunderstorm to blow in then I will be peeing my pants in a dark corner that I am scared of anyways!
chow for now!