My Secret.

Ok I am going to tell you a secret, to all of you, I will even be posting this on my other blog with a little editing **evil grin**
You all know my Jilly was here, I miss her deeply, with her here I got a few things straight in my life I have been wanting to do it for sometime but this was a nice helping hand.
As they say "Out with the old and in with the new."
It was well overdue, my whole life has been put into the garage for an overhaul.
The negative things I have been trying to get out of my life are now gone, everything from cloths, feelings and people.
Admittedly it is not easy, it has not happened over night and there is still a lot of work to do, I do not like my weight, though I am happy with myself as a person and my now new outlook but my weight has to change, I want it to change, it is something in my life I feel is negative and it is also something I can control, so control it I will.

There is someone else here I have to thank, I am rather sure they do not want to be named, even though I am fighting not naming them and posting their picture. This person will be getting a huge hug from me next time I see them.
I talk to them often and let a lot of things out, well other then my nagging, hmm can you believe it they keep me in line **chuckles**
Keeping me going on a positive level, even when I had my little. ummm run in at the Town hall I had their image in my mind, heard their voice echoing in my head telling me to keep calm and it will all work out, I have many of their words echoing daily.

~Every little triumph is another triumph.
~The positive influence in your own life is yourself.
~Give yourself the credit.
~Back to a positive state of mind.

I will keep smiling, I will keep the thoughts in my head, and I will close in saying a big thank you to this person and you know who you are.
Will end it with something they said to me..

"Just keep a positive mind even if you experience a setback every now and then. Surround yourself with positive people and keep the energy suckers from your door."