October 02, 2007

My Secret.

Ok I am going to tell you a secret, to all of you, I will even be posting this on my other blog with a little editing **evil grin**
You all know my Jilly was here, I miss her deeply, with her here I got a few things straight in my life I have been wanting to do it for sometime but this was a nice helping hand.
As they say "Out with the old and in with the new."
It was well overdue, my whole life has been put into the garage for an overhaul.
The negative things I have been trying to get out of my life are now gone, everything from cloths, feelings and people.
Admittedly it is not easy, it has not happened over night and there is still a lot of work to do, I do not like my weight, though I am happy with myself as a person and my now new outlook but my weight has to change, I want it to change, it is something in my life I feel is negative and it is also something I can control, so control it I will.

There is someone else here I have to thank, I am rather sure they do not want to be named, even though I am fighting not naming them and posting their picture. This person will be getting a huge hug from me next time I see them.
I talk to them often and let a lot of things out, well other then my nagging, hmm can you believe it they keep me in line **chuckles**
Keeping me going on a positive level, even when I had my little. ummm run in at the Town hall I had their image in my mind, heard their voice echoing in my head telling me to keep calm and it will all work out, I have many of their words echoing daily.

~Every little triumph is another triumph.
~The positive influence in your own life is yourself.
~Give yourself the credit.
~Back to a positive state of mind.

I will keep smiling, I will keep the thoughts in my head, and I will close in saying a big thank you to this person and you know who you are.
Will end it with something they said to me..

"Just keep a positive mind even if you experience a setback every now and then. Surround yourself with positive people and keep the energy suckers from your door."

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Good for U Hon! I did a similar "cleansing" in my life a few years ago, lost 25 kg in the process and made me feel all the better for accomplishing it. You don't need the shitty stuff, the shitty people and if the weight is an issue... Hell, woman! I know you have the mindset and stamina to pull that one off as well, of you really want to!!!

Jill said...

I'm proud of you! Very proud indeed! I refuse to take any credit for you making any changes at all. You knew what had to be done and you made all the positive steps in making those changes! It's all you babe! As for the weight...its something that I know you can accomplish. Like DB said...you have the mindset and stamina to get the job done and you will. Miss you terribly and love you much!

Anonymous said...

It seems they have a very good influence on you