March 14, 2008

I miss him

Every time people ask me about my father I tell them the truth, I worship the ground he walks on. Though this is my step father I am talking about, He raised my brother and I from when I was only 3 years old and my brother is 18months younger.
I have not seen my father for over 12 years and I miss him every minute of the day, when I speak to him on the phone it always ends in tears for both of us.
He has never seen my daughter, she is 9 this year and I have family I have never even seen.
My father stood beside us all then lifted us up to protect us when our mother walked out and left 5 children to fend for themselves, that day was a huge turning point on all of our lives, the day I lost respect for my own mother and thinking it was not even possible to respect my father more I was proven wrong, If I ever marry someone half the man my father is I will be a lucky lady!
My Father has always been proud of me and that has made a huge difference in my life as all we ever heard from our mother is how useless we are and we would never become anything in life.
Well middle finger to you mum as I am something and proud of it !

My father is the best father in the world if you ask me!

*He is loving and handsome
*He makes me laugh and cry with just simple words
*He is a saint! he is heaven sent!
*Even though he has had hard times we never knew
*We both support Collingwood in AFL (Australian football)
*He is the father of the year every year!!!!!

As you have seen in the last posts I have put pictures of my best friends and people who mean something to me, well I can not do that with my father :-( As I do not have any on the computer, only pictures of many many many years ago when I was 17, maybe I scan some and share them with you...

DADDY I LOVE YOU!!!!

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