December 03, 2007

The Letter

I promised to let you all know who the letters is too from some posts ago. Many have commented on it, some shocked me but most of all I was worried/surprised about so many people thinking it was to them.
I hope you all do feel that our friendship is special, I hope you see you are all cherished all in your your individual ways, You are brighten my life and bring something different to me.
The letter stated "YOU ARE my life, you are my future and my past" this could not have been more true, Also stating I have taken them for granted and even through that they have never let me down, again it is all true.
So who was the letter too ? Me! I wrote the letter to myself, to my body, to my soul and spirit. For so long I have not even looked at myself and respected myself, my weight is one of the effects of neglecting myself , the roller coaster rides of depression then uplift then depression again, the toll has been taken on my body, I could feel myself aging I was looking so old, I could not even understand the language my body was talking! No everything is changing and it feels so amazing, I am looking younger, my body is actually getting a shape, even though I would like to remind you all round, a circle is a shape! I can now talk the same language as my body, I know when I am to tired and I listen **boys close your ears** I now know my cycle every 28 days on the head! I know the steps right up to the day, it is amazing being in touch with myself and this journy has just began so lets see what happens next! This snowball effect is a journy of discovery and I am loving every minute of it, come on life bring it on!!!!

2 comments:

Jill said...

I'm very proud of you and of everything that you're accomplishing. You're a remarkable woman but unfortunately you were always the last one to see that. When you hit the big time with all of these new accomplishments, don't forget us little people :)

Anonymous said...

Good for you, Hon! You are on the right road and I have so much respect for the way you are handling things!