I am sitting on my sand coloured sofa right now with my laptop on my lap, looking over the monitor I am hearing the usually crap on the news about wars and politicians telling lies.
The postman just put post in my letterbox, I wonder what it is, another bill ? Maybe another letter to turn up to court, I would not put it past my ex to think of something stupid to drag me to court again.
Out the corner of my left eye there is a bottle of scotch whiskey and the coffee table has my beads scattered all over it. A car horn just honked outside, I wonder why, did they just see a friend? Or were they just about involved in an accident?
I look up knowing I can't see anything as my living room is in the first floor but I see the sky is blue and there is a slight wind
I am trying not to think of anything, just pay attention to the things around me, My life is to busy and I do not want to think about all the things I have to do and need to do, I just want to keep looking out the lounge room window and watch the leaves on the trees sway in the wind, the sound of mother nature talking to me through the ruffel of the leaves, yet I never really take the time to listen, I never take the time to listen to the things that are given to me for "free"things we all take for granted.
Why??
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I don't know why, but out everything you've ever written, this entry right here is probably my favorite. You always put your heart into whatever you write but it seemed different this go 'round. You're right...seems we never do take the time to listen to and observe the things that surround us. Or when we do, we focus on the negative and nothing more. Miss you lots and love you more!
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