Sink or Swim

You know how you hear a song over and over on the radio and after a few days you are just sick of it ?
Well I am getting really sick of hearing about the Blogathon, sorry but it is true, I really hope you all have fun and I am/was looking forward to it but all I am hearing is blogathon this and blogathon that this charity, that charity.
All well and good people are raising money for charity I even thought about doing the blogathon til I sat back and thought about all the time I put into charity work and raising money for other people and always forget about myself.
I forgot the old saying "Charity begins at home"

After paying the bills this month I fell 950 euros short, goodness knows where I am magically going to pull this money from, I need to figure out how to sell more of my jewelry as getting more hours of work is not an option.
The story of my life, struggling to pay the bills, I have always budgeted well and saved good but having an ex that figures out ways to keep getting you into debt even 6 years after the divorce just totally suck.
I am sure my ex has found my blog and reads this, if he does well and good I have a message for you.

Dear Ex,
You may think this is working to break my spirit to break who I am, just remember I am a good swimmer and there will me no way I will drown, I may only be just bobbing up and down in the water right now but I have support you will never have, I have friends family and love and that makes me rich, not the dollar value in the bank, success is the best revenge and I will have my day, go on keep dragging me to court for no reason, let me get another 25,000 in debt with lawyers bills, remember, I will NEVER stop smiling and I will NEVER sink!

your ever smiling ex
Tracey