Today is Easter, not a lot to do today, My daughter is not here no family it is just an ordinary day so I started to spring clean so I popped in one of my Roy Orbison CD's, I was dancing and singing through the house till some of my dad's favorite songs come on.
My father and I are Orbinson fans I took him to see Roy Orbinson only a few week before Roy passed away one of the highlights of my life because I had never seen my dad so happy.
My dancing and singing turned into tears, I sat and listened to the whole CD and thinking over the best times I have had with my father, I respect him and love him so much and I realized it has been 10 years since I have seen him, We talk on the phone once every few months but I realized he has never seen my daughter, was not there for my 30th birthday and I just missed his 60th.
Daddy I know you don't know how to use a computer let alone find my blog but I am screaming to you now, I love you very much and miss you with every beat of my heart, I wish all men where like you, I do not know anyone else in the world I respect so much and look up to then you, Thank you for accepting me as your daughter even though I am not of your flesh and blood but it anyone can be a sperm donor you are my dad and that takes love and respect. I always say I want to go home but something always stops me but this year I have to do it, 10 years is way to long!
I always miss my dad but it is times like this I miss him even more, Christmas , Easter, birthdays even just lazy days when I think how I use to just drive to my dads house sit outside under the Australian sun, put the B.B.Q on and drink a beer with my dad, laughing and talking about sweet F.A ( fuck all ) Ok I have to stop this post now or I will never stop crying!
I will scan a picture of my dad tomorrow and add it to this post at a later time.
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3 comments:
I can just imagine that your father knows how much you love him. I hope that you'll be able to take that trip back home to Australia soon because I know its going to make you very happy to be able to sit and just spend good quality time with your dad. Have a great day and know that I'm thinking of you always! Love ya much!
Still have about 5 weeks of holidays left... Hope that's enough for a first visit :) When do we leave?
You have 5 weeks of holiday??? Wow! I get one week per year.
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