Fell off...

Yup last night I fell off the wagon!!!
The last few days I have been doing well but last night I was at breaking point! You see I have a stalker and because of the stupid shit they are doing I have been unable to sleep and when I do sleep I am getting only about 4 hours of sleep so last night I went out with a friend and I thought yup I will have 1 drink, Black Russian neat.
That one drink turned into about 6-7 then I started on the whiskey, straight up the poor boys could not keep up, it was a nice night, a well needed night out with good music and good friends but then it was the walk home oh my goodness, not that any of them noticed but I was freaking out thinking about the walk home. I was with someone who can protect me no problem but I did not know how much this stupid arse stalker has actually affected me.
It was a lovely walk home at 4am, a 30minute walk took us about 1-2hours but it was nice, laughing, walking, walking and doing damage control with a rolling drunk next to me, bet you that is the last time anyone ever dares to drink with me while making the statement "Your only a girl I can drink more then you" I think many have met their match drinking with me. Well it is time to shower and take a nap, the contractors are doing the kitchen hammering away but I am sure as soon as I finish my shower and my head hits the pillow I will not hear a thing!