Noooooo

The time is just about here!!!!
The love of my life is about to leave for a month!
I have only 2 more nights of hugging him, well actually no more nights as I will be working and he is on night shift so I guess that means I will not hug him again at night for over a month!!!! Oh my goodness the reality has just set in and I totally hate it! this sucks I do not know how I will survive but I guess I have to right?