It is here yet?

After a long long silence I am slowly getting back into the swing of things, I was thinking a few weeks ago I was ready to jump back into life and being active but well, I didn't.
My study luckily has not suffered from all the crap going on and it has made me shake myself awake, I am happy for that part of it. Life seems to be somewhat on track now but there is a very big gap and still a lot of sadness.
So many people have told me it will get better, well I just guess time will tell.
So here I am back again (I think) and I am sure with all the sponsored posts you see that.
Now lets try to get through the last few days of the year and 2010 has to be better!