February 28, 2007

Return to Bitch-ville

It's OK, I am not lost!!!
well not anymore, I found my way back to my blog.
So should I do an update over everything that has happened ?
Or just have a good bitch?
I am in the mood for a good bitch!!
My bitching subject for today has to do with respect!!
I am so fucking sick of people having a lack of it. I know I know, I need to just learn to live with it, that some people are just born to be arseholes! well I am handle that no problem, but what I cant handle is 2 faced arseholes!

The last few weeks I have been trying to handle that I am in the shit for something I didn't do, Ok if I was at fault I would sit there and take it, swallow my pride and deal with it, see I am a big girl, I have learnt to stop putting the blame on someone else and admit when I am wrong, but if someone insists the sky is green when you know it is blue and got the rest of the world backing you up on it but they keep on pushing you and saying it is green, it pisses me off as i know beyond a doubt I am correct.
(no science nerds email me about how the sky is not really blue its because of the reflection on the sea and that crap or you will piss me off more, this is an EXAMPLE fucktart!!)
Ok I will just rant and rave and piss myself off more...
To someone reading this and knows what it is over, I am sorry your reading this, I don't want you in the middle of it but I have to get it of my chest, I love you deeply but as I have said I am not at fault and this is just eating me up!

To the person who is ignoring me, Why your pissed off about an MSN message I left, why the hell you took it personally when it was not made for you, I got no fucking clue, the world does not revolve around you, and your not the only person on my MSN list. I sent you an email to ask why the hell your ignoring me and being a bitch, you never answered, not even the respect to tell me you do not want to discuss it over the computer !!
Now how the fuck am I meant to know you will not discuss it over the Internet if you do not reply to tell me that or to even send an sms or anything to tell me this ? Am I meant to read your fucking mind ?
I cant see this coming to a happy ending at all, you took something personally when it was not meant for you and yet I am expected to drive to you to talk about it? Get over yourself, I was like family you said, well if this is how you treat family I am wondering if I want to be a part of it, As much as we both love the person in the middle, I know he will chose you over me, as he is your flesh and blood, but I refuse to be treated like shit and this way any longer, I will make an appointment with you, I will listen but that is all. Your 2 faces at this moment disgust me, your lack of respect has shined through and most of all your self centered personality..
Person in the middle, I love you but you also need to open your eyes, family or not your being taken for a ride, a fool, on her beck and call, this is not normal,..yup I see this ending very badly after you read this, but I had to get it out before I explode because
I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!!! yet I seem to be the only one getting punished for it!

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